BOTTLED EMOTIONS
One of my toughest emotionally troubled times was when I lost my first truly loved boyfriend, his Mom didn't approve of us and I honestly don't want to hold on to what will never be there, he appears to be a Mommy boy and he became distant as soon as that issue crops up. We drifted apart but my heart was still with him, I didn't know when I picked my bag one day and visited him unannounced in the city he was serving, very far away from my base. He was so surprised to see me, I met a lady there who excused is as soon as I came in, he hugged and kissed me passionately as if he was expecting me, we had the most beautiful sex ever later at night, it was raining and cold. The next morning, I picked my bag to leave, the was still sleeping so I left him a note that read, "Always in my heart, Dayo, Goodbye".
He tried to reach me severally after that day on every platform but I blocked him out.
Truth is, I collected my heart alongside the sex that night, I purposely went back to pick the pieces of my shattered heart. I know it broke him badly, but that settles it for me. Till date, haven't heard from him and neither he from me.
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